Adios 2012

2012 was a crappy year! There is no way to sugar coat it. It was what it was and I'm glad its gone. One of the main reasons that it was so crappy was because I lost focus. When I started this blog in preparation of turning 30, I started it to change physically with weight loss, mentally and spiritually with a closer relationship with God. It seems that when I achieved my goals just a lilllll bit, I totally forgot about the blog and in the process my focus was lost. It seemed that everything that I loved and cherished was stripped away from me in a blink of an eye and I had no control whatsoever. My life was turned upside down professionally, romantically, financially, personally, mentally, spiritually, and so on. I was placed in a space that I was very unfamiliar with and it made my 2012 a living nightmare.  So I was more than happy to say GOODBYE to 2012.

The great thing about 2012 is that through all of the fire and ash, came a stronger person. I now know that I am capable of ANY and EVERY thing. Hell if I could survive what I went through, from being single & pregnant to being homeless to being bullied & blackballed,  I can survive anything. And that is why I am so excited about 2013. I'm taking everything that I learned from 2012 and applying it. I don't believe in resolutions so I refuse to make those. However I do believe in setting GOALS and my main goal is to get back to where I left off at when 2011 ended and 2012 began. I cant erase 2012 and even if I could I don't think I would want too. I know that God placed me in every situation for a reason even if I don't have complete knowledge of those reasons.  There is a blessing in every storm and a lesson to be learned.


My goal for this year is to LIVE! To CHANGE! To be BETTER! God aint bring me through those trials for nothing. I'm ready to GROW! So ADIOS 2012...........Lets do this 2013!!!!