Another Late Night

So its 11:52 pm and I'm still up.....I have like a million things on my mind. Mainly I want to put on my workout clothes and workout. I promised myself at my weigh in on Sunday that I'd work out every single day and I've done that. Granted I cried during my entire workout yesterday (dont judge me lol) but at least I did it. Yes I did it at 9:00 and after my friend literally had to drive to my house and force me to do it but STILL...............I did it.

I dont know what my problem is today. My mind, heart and body are not cooperating with one another. My body is flat out saying NO! Better yet its pulling a Whitney and is yelling hell to the naw LOl! My body is TIRED! I mean if I could lay in a nice king size bed with a fan and a huge blanket and sleep for like 3 or 4 days I surely would. My body is just exhausted. Nothing hurts but I know had I worked out I would be laying in bed right now in pain. Isnt that such a lovely thought?

My heart is fierce! My heart is committed. It wants this badly. My heart wants to prove to the world, my family, my friends, the naysayers, the haters that YES I CAN DO THIS! My heart is committed to losing these 5 lbs that I said I would lose. My heart wants to work out right now! So umm you can pretty much tell that my heart and my body do not like each other right now.

And then there is my mind.....my mind is the sensible one out of all three. She always is ;0) My mind is saying its one workout. If I work out tomorrow and Saturday then that still puts me at 5 days of working out prior to my weigh in on Sunday. 5 days is not bad. Plus resting a day allows me to work harder tomorrow...right? Or at least this is what my mind is telling me. As I type that my heart is saying that's an effin excuse LOL!

So no workout for me. *sigh* No 8 hours of sleep either. Both mean that tomorrow I shall be a cranky KL.......how nice

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